My daughter Jessica is (again) prompting me to think hard about where I am, religiously. Or spiritually – if I can be a little bit nitpicking. Because, to me, religion has always been sort of rigid and dogmatic and not really something I can relate to. Spirituality – that’s something I can really think about …
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Apr 13
When you give them swords – should you really be shocked when they use them?
Another post in my on-going struggle to understand my son. I’m a girly-girl. I don’t like bugs, I don’t like violence. I have a soft spot for baby dolls, I like playing dress up. I don’t understand, at a core level, my son’s fascination with super heros, all things military, guns and weapons and bugs …
Apr 04
She’ll be a year at the end of the month….
I actually said it out loud yesterday to the cashier at Staples. Then I stopped and got a little choked up. How is it possible that my tiny little love bug is almost a year old? I’m going to be an emotional wreck on 4/29, I can already see it… Had a delightful sort of …
Apr 01
Just a friday….
I’m awfully tired today – I’ve been fighting a sinus infection with sudafed, and it keeps me up at night. Julianna likes to stay up right along with me, and we were up at least once an hour from two o’clock on. She’s sound asleep on Marc’s shoulder now, and I’m jealous… Snow here today …
Apr 01
Maternal confessions
1 – I really don’t like nursing Julianna. Not all the time. I’m grateful that we can, and proud that we made it thru the struggles from the first couple of months, and I love that it’s such a simple, natural way to tell her I love her and comfort her – but it still …
Mar 24
I cleaned all day – and my house is in shambles
What’s up with that??? Oh yeah, I’ve got kids. I was diligent today. Made all three beds, did four loads of laundry. Swept out all of the bedrooms, cleaned the bathroom, vacuumed the living room three times, cleaned the downstairs playroom, unloaded and loaded the dishwasher. And yet, I look around – and my dining …
Mar 23
Babyproofing
You’d think that I’d be good at this by now… but now that Julianna is mobile, I’ve got to relearn it all. I also have to reteach Marc and Jessie and introduce Sam to the concept that anything, anytime, anywhere that Julianna could possibly reach – if you leave anything out, she’s going to get …
Mar 22
A night at my house
Sam had started sneezing and coughing mid-afternoon last night, so I was pretty sure that he was coming down with something. Marc and I, while somehow miraculously managing to maintain a completely happy, loving relationship, rarely manage to sleep alone in the same bed. Last night was no exception. I had recorded an episode of …
Mar 21
Purim, birthday celebrations, and why coffee makes my world go ’round
Last year, I had the most miserable time at my synagogue’s Purim Carnival. It was the culmination of years of crappy Purim celebrations – starting when Jessica was about a year and a half, and the rabbi dressed in a gorilla costume and scared the daylights out of her. I remember a couple of years …
Mar 15
I must remember to use my powers only for good
My husband is scary smart. Photographic memory, intellectually inclined anyway, and just really kind of all around brilliant. He’s way smarter than I am about all kinds of things – but I kick his butt on emotional issues. I’m a talker, a communicator – there’s little I like more than just analyzing the emotional ramifications …
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